Dagger

I just keep asking myself

... how did I even get here?

It never used to be this way

I never used to be so careless

I never used to be so drained

Where did my spark go?

Where did my joy go?

I feel so misfortune and everything is just

...so out of my control

But I’m trying to be patient

I’m trying to stay hopeful

But sometimes I just want to close my eyes

And just let go; watch as I float