I'm tired of the false promises
I'm tired of the crushed hopes and dreams
So dreadfully tired of being dreadfully
So exhausted by this mere existence
I want to play in the snow
To feel the chill on my cheeks
To feel the numbness in my toes and in my fingertips
To make angels and snowballs and rumble down the white hills
I want romance
I want to gaze into your eyes and see the depths of you
I want to feel all of your love in your every touch
I want the comfort of knowing you
I want luxury
Don't fault me, I want money
Why shouldn't I want to worry less about meeting the bare minimum of my basic needs?
Why wouldn't I want to feel the security that everything I built won't be taken away from me?
I want community
This sense of true belonging and knowing of identity
To have a true understanding of who I am
And live fearlessly to embrace the power that encompasses me
I want peace
Tranquility
Safety
Stability
I'm so sick of the false promises
No assurances, no guarantees
Just waltzing aimlessly unguided in misery
I want to live the life I always wanted for me
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